Friday, February 05, 1993
Englewood Cliffs, NJ
It was just last month that I was wondering what a horrible situation it would be if I found that Amina was in love with me and wanted something from me. It turns out that she is in love with me and does want something from me. And it was just last month that I decided that if it came to that, Shiho’s happiness would take precedence. And here I am with Amina and I’m elated. No matter what my intention, if Amina pushes for something, she’ll get it. I just love her too much and always have. In the sea of love, the water encompasses me and fills every part of my being, entering me, drowning me, smothering me, and I don’t struggle. I give in.