I can’t do it. It’s not about stress, I just don’t have the type of aptitude or mindset to get me through the requirements of law school without suppressing essential elements of my personality.
I am going to withdraw after this semester. I won’t be attending law school next semester. I think I will still be able to feel good about myself, find a way to fill the days. I will take great satisfaction in knowing this is a manifestation of hatred towards the ‘rents. They are so fucked up and out of touch. It’s unbelievable.
I dream of the day I will drop out. Then I’ll tell the ‘rents. After Amina and I are together and have some idea what we can do. Find a place for the two of us. Find my way out of this grave I’ve dug for myself.
