So what's it all about? A little over a month ago I was ready to go into the red financially because of a drumset. A month later I am comfortably nowhere near going into the red. I go to work in my cube everyday and then some. The highlight of my life is making money. For what?
I've been going to happy hours and getting drunk with Ritu. Why do I have to keep convincing myself that my life is over, when it's so obvious. What else is there? I already know that there is no more. But I keep living and I resent it and I deal with it the only way I know how, by constantly reminding myself that someday I’m going to simply kill myself.
