It is August 29, 2001. I am 32 years old. I will be 33 in February 2002. I’ve always said that I want to die when I’m 34. I’ll be 34 in February 2003. It’s less than a year and a half until I turn 34.
I think I want to die on my 34th birthday! I thought of that and I felt immediately happy! I think I will dedicate my time until then to getting the groundwork for the family website, and just continue doing whatever else I’m doing, knowing that my 34th birthday is my end-date. I can keep doing music, I can keep hanging out with friends with a relationship totally out of the question, and I don’t need to cut anymore. Focus it all on February 17, 2003.
