"Diving"
Clean the slate, try to clear my mind
Find a way to start over from the star...the starting line
Leave behind what I've built thus far
Finally resolved to end this game of love charades
Back to the cave
And pull out the plug from the VCR and the TV screen

Leave my socks on the sand below the stars
And look around to see where the fires are
The sound of waves plead for me
The swim that never ends begins here on the beach

Clean the slate, clear my mind
Sound of waves, leave behind
Hold my breath, close my eyes
The shock of the first chill will only last until mourning

Opting out, cash in my dying deed
It's just a simple trade off between distinct realities
Body parts, functions and feelings
Everything reeling and fading out
From here and now and I know how
To pull out the plug watch the water go round
And down the drain

Don't look back, don't think of crying now
With a ziplock bag around my neck to weigh me down
All I love is here with me
The stars, the sound, a gun, and all my memories

Running start, take a dive
No one here gets out alive
Racing back my whole life
Flashing before my eyes for weeks
It's been driving me crazy

I want to find some way to trust another lie
Something romantic that could be believed
And I keep in the feeling that's rotting me from inside
She'll rest in peace with the newly deceased and cross my mind

Sometimes I think this is one big joke
And God knows that I've been at the end of my rope for
Seven years it took to figure this out
She's laughing at my train of doubt about
Being found and being unidentified
Still concerned with all the details left behind
When I leave to find you
You'll know me when you see me, you'll see the sign