I don't even know how to start digging into the source of my feelings on anything happening in my life. What are my feelings about Fiction? Deep frustration comes to mind. But what do I mean when I say I'm deeply frustrated? I don't know. Dead end. I can identify the words deep frustration to vaguely describe my feelings, but I don't really know what the feeling is.
How do I feel about Ritu and my job? Working with Ritu can be tense and stressful, she's a difficult person to deal with and her moods are unpredictable. But she's also really good to work for because she doesn't power trip and she doesn't micro-manage my work. So how do I feel about working with her? No idea. Dead end.
How do I feel about anything? I don’t think I feel anything anymore.
