Osaka, Japan

Alcohol is fully functional again. I used to drink for a reason, then I stopped for a reason, and now I’ve started again for a reason. I still don’t consider it a problem, I haven’t lost control and it’s not like I’m trying to stop but can’t. It’s not quite as functional as it was in college when it made me focus and struggle for discipline and control. It provided a resistance and made me work to maintain my center. It’s a little different here. I’m using it to help deal with stress and I know that’s not really a good reason. I’m not using it affirmatively here, it’s more preventative to keep my mood swings in check.